Ways to forget

The cigarettes that you light,
One after an other,
Won’t help you forget him.
Cause darling you can’t exhale memories.
They’re much more heavier,
Much more darker,
Than smoke is. 
They say smoking ruins your health,
But his memories ruined your soul.

The shots that you take,
Late at night next to strangers,
Won’t numb away the pain
Cause darling you can’t burn away the taste of his lips on yours.
They say drinking makes you drift away
But his smile brought you to some other world,
One where saying his name was quite close to saying I love you.

Darling, no matter how much you read on how to forget people,
The words won’t change.
There are some things,
one can never be good at.

Varför va den här gifen tvungen att komma upp på mitt dash just nu, fick så sjukt hemska bilder från det värsta minnet jag har.